Thread:Omnia Lesvos/@comment-26164274-20171103154638/@comment-26164274-20171107120822

things:
 * still alive.
 * soft fluffy blanket.
 * chocolate, cheese bread.
 * jacket.
 * BLACK!!
 * Pasensya na. Ginawa ko nanaman. Laging sarili ko ang aking inaatupag. Wala akong kuwentang at wala akong hiyang kaibigan. Pasensya na talaga.
 * Pagkatapos ko mawala sa buhay ninyo, sana maging sobrang masaya kayo, kasi karapat-dapat lang. Nanggugulo lang ako habang nandito sa tabi ninyo, kaya sana nga makalimutan niyo ako agad.
 * i'm trying to get better and not be depressing and toxic and whining all the time but i can't and it feels awful and i just start off my days now by waking up and crying and wishing i hadn't woken up ok i'm not okay i fucked up i can't cry to anyone except mel and even then i'll have to stop crying to her too because all i do is waste people's time and ruin their day and i hate myself because i started this whole diary thing to try and fix myself but it didn't work and i'm still toxic i'm still burdening everyone i'm so sorry
 * i should have overdosed i really should have swallowed all the pills then nobody would have to worry about me anymore i'm sorry i'm alive